Wednesday, May 10, 2017

I'm not done.

Do people even blog anymore?
I think, everyone too hooked up with insta-story, fb-story and whatever-story that exist now.

But, that the sole reason why I'm back here :)
For sure nobody is reading this.
If there is, hi stranger!

I got kind of big thing going on my life right now. Eh wait, not a 'kind of'. It is TOTALLY BIG thing.
How big is it?

As big as resetting my life.

To be honest, I really have no idea whether is this the right decision.
Don't know what kind of danger I put myself in.
Actually, I don't even think twice.
I just know that I had to do it. To do it a.s.a.p

Thursday, December 1, 2016

Shame on me

In my last post, I told that I dont want to take  part in that messy shit that going on. But,  I'm only human.
So, shame on me.

Tuesday, September 6, 2016

Shame on us

What a mess. 

Seriously I was ashamed with all that happen in the previous months. I really cant believe that at this age, I had to once again deals with this kind of bullshits. Yes, I called this bullshits. Real shit. This madness still going on but I refused to take any part in it. You guys go ahead and enjoy it. For me, everything ended. 

I won't acknowledge anything or everything related to it. 

Not a wise decision, I knew that too well. But, a girl gotta do what she's gotta do.
Alright, I'm out. 

But, I missed writing. I missed the old me who choose to write over sleep. I missed the old me who was not afraid to pours her heart into words. But right now, writing is scary. So many hearts to take care of. You don't even know how many heart was hurt because of your words. So, it is scary.

Sunday, November 29, 2015

White lions

I had fun today. I had real fun this weekend.
Tired but worth it.

Meeting new people always refreshing.
No expectations, no heart break.
Knowing too much of something not necessarily a good thing.
Well, nothing last forever and you are bound to be either left out or replaced.
Basically, same thing.
For me, it is an escape and also a retaliations.

Now I know why lions are the king of jungle.
They scream power and majestic.
I saw white lions. White majestic lions.
I approved them as King and Queen.

Wednesday, June 17, 2015

Loser like I am

I've burned a lot of bridges
Hurt a lot of peoples

I'm too proud to say ...