I forgot the blog link. Stupid me. Vaguely remember that the blog url is pronoun as "virus" but the spelling isn't virus. Tried several combinations but none working. I'm frustrated. There are so many blackmail materials inside his blog.
I feel the need to prove myself. Feels like I'm not good enough. Feels like they all are expecting something that beyond my capabilities. I dont know how to get there.
Frustration and expectation making me exhausted. Days passed so fast and there is never enough time for anything. Weekend gone in a blink. I dont think i'm recovered but Monday still coming.